hate love

I hate that I love you
I hate that I care
I hate that I’m here
I hate that you hurt me
not only do I let you
but I pretend it never hurt
and I hate that you never said sorry
I hate your disease
and I hate mine

hurt

No doubt about it. My parents alcoholism has hurt me.

Nothing I’ve done in the past has helped me not be hurt.

Being angry hasn’t helped me.

Continuing to be hurt hasn’t helped me.

Denying it hasn’t helped me.

Being angry at others for denying my parents alcoholism hasn’t helped me.

What new thing can I try today to heal from this hurt?